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我没去结婚 I didn"t get married.
你没结婚 You didn" t get married?
亚当斯配不上你 Adams isn"t good enough for you.
你如果决定跟他在一起 If you decide to be with him,
你的整个人生轨迹都会改变 your whole trajectory changes.
恭喜你 恩杜古医生 Congratulations, Dr. Ndugu.
心脏科主任 Head of Cardio?
-你需要看牙医 -玛克辛 - You need a dentist. - Maxine.
她签了不插管不抢救协议 She has a DNR and DNI
给我插管托盘 让我救她 Get me an intubation tray so I can save her life.
想治愈阿尔茨海默症 就要质疑我们所知道的一切 We have to question everything we know about Alzheimer" s if we" re gonna cure it.
事关重大 只能这个房间的人知道 This is huge. And you can"t tell anyone outside of this room.
我认为我们的精力一直以来都放在错误的方向 I do believe that we have been focused on- on the wrong thing.
您的伏汤力 先生 Your vodka tonic, sir.
我只是过来看看你 Oh, I was just coming to check on you
看来已经有人照顾你了 but I guess you" re covered.
到底出什么事了 What the hell happened?
胸管开始出血 Chest tube started pouring blood.
他的主动脉一定是切断了 His aorta must have transected.
每个人都要拿出最快的速度 I need you to work as quickly as you can.
呼叫亨特 呼叫所有人 Page Hunt. Page everyone.
我爱上你了 乔 你怎么就看不出来 I"m in love with you, Jo. How do you not see that?
我想一辈子爱着你 充满混乱和痛苦也不怕 I want to live a whole life with love and mess and pain and you.
你救了我最爱的人 You saved my favorite person.
所以我现在不能恨你了 So now I don"t get to just hate you.
我也得爱你 I have to love you too.
泰迪 离手 Teddy. Clear.
研究人员表示 一个梦的平均长度是两到三分钟 Researchers say the average length of a dream is two to three minutes.
什么都别做 等主治医生来 Do not do anything until an attending gets here.
全都呼了一遍 没人出现 我们没时间了 Paged everyone, no one"s coming and we don"t have time.
但很多人感觉一梦数小时 But many people experience their dreams as hours.
我摸不到她脉搏了 I just lost her pulse.
她签了不插管 为什么还要插管 She"s DNI. Why is she intubated?
帮我把她抢救回来 Help me fight to get her back.
西蒙 他要死了 Simone, he"s dying.
如果他们真能记住梦见了什么 If they can remember them at all.
梦的研究几百年来都存在争议 The science of dreaming has been questioned for hundreds of years.
阿特曼主任 你不能死在我面前 Chief Altman, you do not die on me.
泰迪 坚持住 Teddy, stay with me.
离手 Clear.
一些学说认为 梦是我们对白天真实事件的 Some hypothesize that dreams are our way of processing real events
消化方式 that occur when we"re awake.
也是被压抑的希望和欲望的出口 They may also serve as an outlet for repressed hopes and desires.
神经学家每隔几年就会提出一种新理论 Neuroscientists introduce a new theory every few years.
但说实话 没人知道人为什么会做梦 But honestly, no one knows why we dream.
手术服 给我戴手套 Gown and glove me.
或者为何会做噩梦 Or why we have nightmares.
阿特曼医生 有我们在 Dr. Altman, we"ve got you.
我们只希望在梦的最后 We just hope that after the dream,
我们能醒来 we wake up.
早啊 Morning.
早 Morning.
你们几个里 我先炒谁比较好 So, which one of you am Ifiring?
欧文 我们很抱歉 Owen, we are so sorry.
-你没事吧 -我很好 Are you okay? - I" m fine.
她晕在了手术室 开始室颤 She collapsed in the OR and went into V- fib.
我们把她就回来了 超声显示细菌性心内膜炎 We resuscitated her and an echo revealed bacterial endocarditis.
什么引起的 Caused by what?
很可能是牙龈感染 Most likely a dental infection.
细菌的生长造成了严重的主动脉瓣不全 The bacterial growths caused severe aortic valve insufficiency,
所以贝克曼和施密特做了紧急瓣膜置换手术 so Beckman and Schmitt did an emergent valve replacement.
我们还需要跟进血液和组织培养 We still need to follow up on blood and tissue cultures,
跟内科和心脏科会诊 consult ID and cardiology.
好 谢谢你 AlI right. Thank you.
不如你先去休息下 Why don" t you go get some rest?
我哪也不去 I" m not going anywhere.
泰迪现在是我的病人 你只是我病人的丈夫 Teddy"s now my patient and you" re my patient"s husband.
你在这里我没法集中精力救治她 I need to focus on her and I can"t do that with you here.
欧文 咱们去瞧瞧孩子们吧 Owen...we should check on the kids.
好吧 Okay.
-还有你俩 -哦 - You too. - Oh.
好吧 我俩会留在医院继续忙 AlI right. We might as well stay and work,
但有任何变化 一定告诉我们 but let us know the minute something changes.
给我看看她术后的CT结果 AlI right. I" Il need to see her post- op CT scans.
-还没做 -为什么 - I haven"t scanned her yet. - Why not?
这应该不是标准操作 I didn"t think that was standard protocol.
术后24小时 The first 24 hours after surgery
跟手术本身一样重要 施密特 are just as important as the surgery itself, Schmitt.
这跟标准操作无关 此刻要高度警惕 It"s not about standard. It"s about being hypervigilant.
-尽快带她去做CT -好的 IGRBY*SLOAN NEMORTAI Get her to CT ASAP- Okay.
-我离开了多久 -你早上离开的 How long was I gone? - You left in the morning and- -
别 我不是真的在提问 米林 Nope. Not a real question, Millin.
我是在说 我已经批准你们去格里菲斯的婚礼了 What I mean is, I approved you all to attend Griffith" s wedding.
对 但婚礼取消了 问亚当斯就知道 Yeah, it didn"t happen. Ask Adams.
-你到底想说啥 -我说你是家庭破坏者 What is that supposed to mean? - Means home- wrecker.
你连不插管是啥都不知道 Tell me what DNI means?
停 都闭嘴 Stop, stop.
随后的轮班你们都有各自任务 You all had specific assignments for your shift afterwards.
但我今早看了一眼记录 你们谁都没在各自岗位 But when I read the notes this morning, no one was where they were supposed to be.
GREY+SLOAN MEMORIAL HOSPITAL Why were you with Sam Sutton? - Yasuda and I switched services. -你为什么和山姆·萨顿在一起 -安田和我换了任务
-因为亚当斯被他病人打了 -格里菲斯的前末婚夫 Because Adams got punched by his patient. - Griffith" s ex- fiance.
至少他没有轻易忘记患者的医疗要求 At least he didn"t conveniently forget about someone"s medical directive.
玛克辛情况已经稳定了 Maxine is stable now- -
多好啊 但是亚当斯将病人大卸了八块 好吧 Great, but Adams filleted a patient. Okay, so- -
闭嘴 都闭嘴 Shut up. Shut up!
全都给我闭嘴 Shut up, all of you.
我们死了个病人 A patient died.
能明白吗 一个人失去了生命 You understand? Their life is over.
再加上不尊重患者嘱托 That and the disrespect of someone"s medical directive,
你们刚让医院卷入了五起不同的诉讼 you all just opened up this hospital to about five different lawsuits
我作为导师也可能会受牵连 你们在拿我的事业冒险 which, as your teacher, I could be named. So now you" re risking my career.
此时此刻 你们谁都不值得我这么做 And right now none of you is worth that to me.
等等 所以你要把我们都炒掉 Wait, so you" re firing all of us?
-我只是想解释 -我没有 - I just want to ex- - I didn"t- -
别吵了 重症监护室呼我了 但我还没说完 Stop. I" m needed in the ICU, but we" re not done.
待在这里 不要动 Stay here. Do not move.
也不许行医 Do not practice medicine.
你大半夜拉着我上了你的飞机 You made me get on your plane in the middle of the night
穿越了整个美国来跟你谈谈 and fly across the country for a conversation.
我还要等多久 How long do I have to wait?
从你昨晚的闹剧之后 我的电话就没停过 I"ve spent every minute on the phone since your antics last night
一直在对捐款人进行损害控制 doing damage control with the donors.
我知道 飞机上我就坐在你旁边 I know. I sat by you on the plane.
别嬉皮笑脸 Oh, don"t be snide.
我80年代起就没这么装过孙子了 I haven"t had to dance like that since the" 80s.
我只能把你的疯狂解释为脱水和疲惫 I had to spin your lunacy into dehydration and exhaustion.
-那你就是在撒谎 -我挽救了你的事业 You lied. - I saved your career.
你让我的基金会出了大丑 You made my foundation look like a joke.
你雇的那批实习生 貌似一件事感兴趣 You hired a batch of interns that are clearly only interested
就是毁掉医院的名声 in sinking this hospital"s reputation.
一群玩火的危险分子 Theyre foolish and dangerous.
坦白说 没开掉他们主要是看你面子 And frankly, the only reason they" re here is because of you.
你在半天之内 给我带来两次公关噩梦 In 12 hours you have potentially caused me two PR nightmares
不知要花多少钱才能平息 that would take thousands of dollars to fix.
解雇你只会加剧媒体发酵 Firing you would just add to a media storm,
所以给你两个选择 so you have two options.
再也别提你的阿兹海默症理论 Shut up about your theories on Alzheimer"s,
不然我就关停你的实验室 or I shut down your lab.
你现在可以回波士顿了 You can go back to Boston now.
但不能坐我飞机 But not on my plane.
我们都要丢工作了 你居然还在练习打结 I can"t believe you"re practicing knots, when we might all be fired.
要保持手感 下一份工作用得到 Well, can"t get rusty. We might be looking for new jobs.
恩杜古让我去心脏特护病房 - It"s Ndugu from the CCU.
马什医生说我们不能离开房间 Dr. Marsh said we can" t leave the room.
怎么 我要对新任心脏科主任置之不理吗 So you want me to ignore the new chief of cardio?
切 我也不能待这儿 Yeah, I don” t need this.
怎么了 What?
你昨晚说了一句话 You said a thing last night.
我说的话海了去了 I said a lot of things.
你想聊聊吗 Wanna talk about it?
我得去看看玛克辛 I wanna go check on Maxine
是否能拔管了 see if she" s ready to be extubated.
-马什医生 -说 Dr. Marsh? - Yeah.
我向您保证 你之前安排给 I wanna assure you, I can carry out
实习生的那些工作我都能做好 whatever plan you have in mind for the interns.
没事 我能行 Ooh, that"s okay. I" ve got it.
好吧 作为总住院医师 或者说是联合主任 Right, well, as chief resident, or technically cochief...
-是的 -能不能告诉我您计划做什么 Yeah. ...if I could know what the plan is?
我暂时还不知道 等知道了 我也会自己处理 Well, I don"t know what that is yet. And once I do, I will handle it myself.
我昨晚不可能同时出现在三个地方 I couldn"t be in three places at once last night- -
拜托 你是总住院医师 拿个样子出来 Excuse me. You" re a chief resident. Act like it.
莎莉医生来精神科 莎莉医生来精神科 Dr. Sally to Psychiatry. Dr. Sally to Psychiatry.
卢卡斯 你能等等吗 卢卡斯 站住 Lucas, can you wait? Lucas, damn it.
你昨晚到现在几乎跟我零交流 You have barely said two words to me since last night.
我们得聊聊出啥事了 We need to talk about what happened.
-我很好 -我不好 - I"m fine. - I am not.
医院会启动调查 There"s gonna be an investigation.
会问是谁决定给山姆开胸的 They"re gonna ask whose decision it was to open Sam up.
-就说是我的主意 -嘿 你们能帮个忙吗 Tell"em it was mine. - Hey, can you give us a hand?
救护车熄火了 病人43岁 男性 交通事故 昏迷指数9 现场插管 Engine crapped out. Patient"s 43, male. MVC. GCS nine.Intubated in the field.
安全带擦伤明显 状况趋于不稳定 Prominent seat belt sign. borderline.
我们在路上给他注射了500毫升的乳酸林格氏液 We gave him 500 cc bolus of LR en route.
也叫过另一辆救护车了 但旧金山消防局忙于一场工业火灾无法抽身 We called for another rig, but SFD is stuck in an industrial fire.
-能帮忙把他送到急诊室吗 -严格说来我们不是 Can you help us get him to the ER? - We"re not technicallyHey.
亚当斯 你不许行医的 Adams, no practicing medicine.
病人等得越久 The longer this patient has to wait,
就越可能失代偿 the higher the chance he could decompensate.
-来帮忙做球囊通气吧 -我不 Do you mind bagging? Actually, I do.
决不能让马什知道 Marsh cannot find out about this.
让开 让开 Get out of the way. Get out of the way.
你还好吗 Y- You okay?
一点皮外伤 Oh, it"s superficial.
好的 Okay.
你做得很好 You"re doing good.
谢谢你 Thank you.
好的 Okay.
-天 他在掉血氧 -糟糕 复苏器掉了 Whoa, he"s desatting. - Oh, crap, the Ambu.
什么情况 What was that?
我不知道 I don"t know.
他的血压也开始下降了 Um, his blood pressure is starting to drop.
-你能把门打开吗 -好 - Can you open the doors? - Yeah.
卡住了 It"s stuck.
不行 我们得离开这 Oh, no. We ha- We have to get out of here.
救命 喂 Help! Hey!
来人救命啊 - Somebody help! Hey! Hey!
你睡了一会儿吗 Did you get some sleep?
睡了一会儿 对 Um, a little bit, yeah.
怎么了 - What is it?
山姆·萨顿的妈妈到了 Sam Sutton" s mom is here.
泰迪目前情况稳定 Teddy is stable so far.
等她停掉镇定剂 我会给她做个神经检查 I"II do a neuro exam on her once they wean her off sedation.
我去欧文那边看看 I"II go check on Owen.
-我会盯着他的 -好的 - I" m gonna keep an eye on him. - Okay.
-梅瑞狄斯 -怎么了 Meredith. - Yes?
我全都读过了 I read it all.
你的研究 我看了你的数据 Your research. I went through your data.
图像有篡改的痕迹 Transcripts on the image tampering,
药物试验有不一致性 the inconsistencies in the drug trials.
所以呢 咱俩看到了一样的东西 And? You see what I see.
抱歉 我正要去手术室 凯瑟琳那边如何了 Hey, sorry. Uh, I" m on my way to the OR. How” d it go with Catherine?
-我去看看欧文 -好 - I" m gonna check on Owen. Okay.
总之就是 我再不闭嘴就会被解雇 Uh, you know, if I don" t shut up, I" Il be fired.
总之就是 我再不闭嘴就会被解雇 Uh, you know, if I don" t shut up, I Il be fired.
-好吧 -实习生的情况呢 - Yeah. - What about the interns?
他们谁都不说实话 轮班记录也一团乱麻 Uh, no one" s giving me a straight story and the notes are indecipherable.
要是让他们留下 整个外科 Look, if they stay, the whole surgical department,
都需要被重新评估 they"re gonna need to be evaluated.
你考虑把他们都甩掉 You"re thinking about getting rid of them?
还没确定 但我禁止他们接触病人 也许很久都不能 Well, I don"t know yet, but none of them will go near a patient today
尤其是亚当斯 and maybe even for a very long time, especially Adams.
-不给他们第二次机会吗 -早就用完了 - What happened to second chances? - Not a second chance anymore.
亚当斯都第八次机会了 With Adams it" s more like an eighth. q0945
亚当斯都第八次机会了 With Adams it"s more like an eighth.
等我做完手术再给你发短信 I" m gonna text you when I m out of surgery.
等我做完手术再给你发短信 I" m gonna text you when I" m out of surgery.
好吧 Okay.
梅 跟我来 实习生有麻烦了 Mer, come with me. Interns are in trouble.
-别又是亚当斯吧 -嗯 Please tell me it isn"t Adams. - Uh...
-别又是亚当斯吧 -嗯 Please tell me it isn" t Adams. - Uh...
里奥 求你了 自己穿好衣服 Leo, please, will you just get dressed?
告诉奶奶 爸爸说了 你想穿啥就穿啥 Well, tell Grandma that Dad said you can wear whatever you want.
哦 记住今天是学校的分享日 Oh, and remember that it" s sharing day at school.
哦 记住今天是学校的分享日 Oh, and remember that it"s sharing day at school.
很快的 别担心 妈妈很快就回来 Soon. Yeah. Mommy will be home soon.
我正打算去泰迪办公空看看她的日程表 I was on my way to Teddy" s office to check her calendar.
-我不想让孩子错过任何事 -有关系吗 - I don"t wanna miss anything for the kids. - Does it matter?
今天错过就错过了吧 It"s okay to miss something today.
让孩子在家放一天假 I mean, let the kids stay home from school.
让他早餐吃冰淇淋 Let them eat ice cream for breakfast.
今天本就不寻常 你不用勉强的 Today is not a normal day. You don"t have to pretend that it is.
你上次吃东西是什么时候 When is the last time you ate something?
来吧 Come on.
所以 So, um,
我做了一件事 I did a thing,
你可能已经知道了 因为你当时也在场 and maybe you already know because you were in the room,
我哭着告诉布鲁我爱他 but I kinda told Blue that I love him while crying
还不是那种轻描淡写的口气 我知道你会说什么 and not in a"oh, it" s just allergies" kind of way, and I know what you"d say.
还不是那种轻描淡写的口气 我知道你会说什么 and not in a"oh, it"s just allergies"kind of way, and I know what you"d say.
“谁在乎你做了啥 你性福要享受了” "Who cares what you did? You" re getting a good lay. "
但我来这不是为了性福 But that" s not why I" m here.
我是来工作的 现在我的工作因为他的所作所为 I"m here to work. And now my job is on the line
已经岌岌可危 because of what he did.
但我也因为你还活着而高兴 But I am also really glad that you" re still alive.
你说完了吗 You about done?
我要给她做肺部检查 I need to check her lungs.
是啊 Uh, yeah.
她的血气指数有改善 Her ABG has improved.
但愿我们很快就能拔管 Well, hopefully we can pull the tube soon.
-谢谢长官 -嗯 Thank you, sir. - Mm- hmm.
呃 韦伯医生 Uh, Dr. Webber, um
呃 韦伯医生 Uh, Dr. Webber, um,
马什医生说要对昨晚的事问责 Dr. Marsh mentioned that there would be consequences for last night.
马什医生说要对昨晚的事问责 Dr. Marsh mentioned that there would be consequences for Iast night.
但我跟他们不一样 我没参与其中 I was not as involved as the others.
你可以去查病历 问护士 调查一切 You can check the charts, check the nurses, check everything.
米林医生 这个病人的病历上全是你的签名 HOsPlTX[ Well, Dr. Millin, your name is all over this patient" s chart.
米林医生 这个病人的病历上全是你的签名 Well, Dr Millin, your name is all over this patient"s chart.
一日涉及家人 医生是无法做出客观决定的 Doctors cannot make objective decisions on care when it comes to family.
你既是她的医生 又是医疗代理人 GKEY*SLO You are this patient" s medical proxy and doctor.
你既是她的医生 又是医疗代理人 o You are this patient" s medical proxy and doctor.
你绝对卷入其中了 You are absolutely involved.
失陪 Excuse me.
CT扫描显示没有进一步的感染源 CT scans show no further source of infection.
血液培养和病理报告呢安田 Blood cultures and path report, Yasuda?
应该都已经更新了 Both should be updated now.
-是马什派你负责这个病人的 -是我派她来的 Did Marsh assign you to this case? - I did.
安田 我们开始血管检查 Yasuda, let”s proceed with vascular checks.
恩杜古医生 我得告诉你 这些实习生正在接受审查 Dr. Ndugu, I should tell you that the interns are under review at the moment.
我不在乎 阿特曼医生情况危急 That is not my problem. Dr. Altman is in critical condition.
这里需要外科医生24小时待命 We need surgeons watching this room at all times.
不 该死 No. Damn it.
肢体发凉 没脉搏了 It"s cold. There"s no pulse.
-给我超声仪 -来了 Give me the Doppler. Uh- huh.
不好 没信号 Nope. No signal.
-要我叫C血管造影吗 -不 没时间了 Should I call for a CT angio? - No, there" s no time.
施密特 打电话给介入室 让他们准备做血管内栓塞切除术 Schmitt, call up to IR Tell them to prep for an endovascular embolectomy.
得赶快送她过去 别让她失去双腿 We need to get her in there before she loses her leg.
-我该怎么办 -你把亨特叫来 走吧 What should I do? - You need to find Hunt. Let" s move.
谁也不许靠近那辆车 No one go near the car.
-怎么回事 -检测到障碍 What in the world? Obstacle detected.
救护车里有三个人 一个状况不稳定 这辆车显然出了故障 We got three in the rig, one unstable, and the car"s obviously malfunctioning.
只要先解除障碍 Until we can deactivate it,
我们才能安全救出病人 we cant safely extricate the patients
贸然解救我们自己也会有危险 without putting them or ourselves in danger.
-好的 那司机在哪 -他怎么在后座 Okay. Well, where" s the driver? - Why is he in the back seat?
不不不 我不是司机 No, no, no. I" m not the driver.
-故障 -这是罗格车 Malfunction. - It"s a RoGo.
-什么 -这是罗格车 是一种无人驾驶的拼车 Awhat? ·It"s a RoGo. It" s a driverless rideshare.
我是这家公司的员工 我们在测试一款新的SUV I work for the company and we" re beta testing a new SUV model.
赶快把我弄出去啊 Can someone get me out?
我胳膊都疼死了 但韦恩把闰窗都锁上了 My arm is throbbing and Wayne locked the doors and the window
-什么 -哦不不 -又来了 - What- Oh, no. Oh, no. No, it”s happening again.
-你能关掉吗 -这辆车名叫韦恩 Can you shut it off? - The car s name is Wayne.
-他们都有名字 -把韦恩关掉 They all have names. - Turn Wayne offl
试过了 显然他不听我的 I"ve tried. Clearly he"s not listening.
-韦恩 关机 -好吧 通知里面 y/ayne, power down. Okay. Call inside.
派医生待命医治他的头伤和手臂伤 Tell them that we need someone on standby for his head lac and his arm.
格里菲斯 亚当斯 你们还好吗 听到我说话吗 Griffith, Adams. Are you okay? Can you hear me?
-是格蕾医生 -没错 她突然到访 Dr. Grey? - Yes, unexpected visit.
我们没事 不过 坎贝尔先生情况糟糕 We"re fine, but...Mr- Mr. Campbell isn"t.
他的血压在下降 His blood pressure"s tanking.
好的 注意 马上会有一次撞击 Okay. Well, heads upl There" s gonna be another impact.
-我们啥时候能出去 -汽车公司会马上过来 Hey, when are we getting out of here? - Car company"s headed here.
光是这一周 我们就向他们报告了三起事故了 This is the third accident we" ve reported to them in the last week
-不是 要多久 -大概20分钟 No, howlong? - Maybe 20 minutes?
但20分钟绝对来不及 Okay, we don" t have 20 minutes.
你们俩以前医治过创伤病人吗 Have either one of you run a trauma before?
-没有 -为什么 No. - Why?
那见过吗 You seen one?
-当然 -那就上手吧 Of course. - Time to do one.
救护车现在就是创伤室 The ambulance is now your trauma room.
入院原因是他主动脉上有个小裂口 这是事故造成的 It started as a small tear in his aorta caused from his accident.
一般来讲 这种伤只需密切监控即可 And normally these things only need to be closely monitored,
但在极少数情况下 没等我们治疗 伤口会快速出血 but in rare cases, they can rapidly bleed before we" re able to repair it.
我这些年都在担心他 I worried for years.
每次电话铃一响 我的心都悬到嗓子眼 Every time the phone rang, my stomach would lurch
就怕是空军打来汇报他死讯的 and I"d wonder if it was the air force calling to tell me that he was dead.
他一辈子都在与死神为伴 He spent his life doing death- defying things.
我知道 他看起来真的很伟大 I know. He seemed in- incredible.
是的 他就是 Yeah. He was.
所以当我听说他死在一所到处是医护人员的医院 So when I hear that he died in a hospital surrounded by medical professionals
死因是你们没能及时发现他主动脉撕裂时 because you didn"t catch a tear in his aorta on time,
我怎么也想不明白 - I just don"t understand.
萨顿夫人 我知道您现在很难过 Uh, Mrs. Sutton, I know this is very difficult for you- -
你俩有孩子吗 Do you two have kids?
-有 -是的 - I do. Yes. 09413
那你就该知道我内心有多痛 Then I don"t need to tell you how I ache inside,
白发人送黑发人的痛苦 knowing that I" m still here and my son is not.
萨姆讨厌住院 Sam hated being in the hospital.
但他还是提起了你俩 But he mentioned the two of you and...
他向我提起时 When he did,
我明确感到 你俩对他来说很重要 it was clear that the two of you meant something to him.
可是 But- -
对你们来说 他只是一个病人 对吗 For you, he was just another patient, wasn"t he?
我 我得过去了 这是紧急情况 I- - I have to take this. It- - It"s an emergency. D
萨顿夫人 我对您的遭遇深表遗憾 Mrs. Sutton, I am deeply sorry for your loss.
-瞧 我吃过了 满意了吗 -你真吃了吗 Okay. I ate. Feel better? - Doyou?
-我巡完急诊再吃 -欧文 你这会不能工作 I will after I check on the pit Owen, you can"t go to work
我得确保我们部门一切正常 I need to make sure my department" s okay.
你们部门了解状况的 他们不用你操心 Your department is aware of what"s happening. They re fine.
急诊室就没有“不操心”这一说 好吗 The ER is never fine, okay?
欧文 你现在不能治疗病人 Owen, you can" t treat patients right now.
我给了她奶昔 阿米莉亚 I- I gave her a smoothie, Amelia.
我和泰迪最后一次说话 是我给了她一杯破奶昔 The last moment I had with Teddy was I gave her a stupid smoothie.
-欧文 -她造成她牙疼的感染 Owen. - She had a toothache from an infection
一直扩散到了心脏 我却给了她一杯奶昔 that went directly to her heart, and I gave her a smoothie
她现在可能会死 and now she could die.
恩杜古医生让我来找你 Dr. Ndugu sent me to find you.
你竟然还在这儿 You"re still here?
我这不是遵照指示吗 I follow instructions.
啥时候开始的 Since when?
我不是傻瓜 I"m not an idiot.
病人的不插管要求我绝不会故意忽视 I wouldn"t have ignored any other patient" s DNI,
但你那么爱玛克辛 but you love Maxine,
我知道痛失所爱是什么感觉 and I know what it feels like to lose someone you love.
我不想让你经历这些 I don"t want you to have to go through that.
怎么啦 What?
稍后再聊 We" ll talk later.
-行人 -出什么事了 Pedestrian...What is happening?
大离谱事件 做好撞击准备 Stupidity. Brace for impact!
又来了 It"s happening again!
检测到障碍物 － Obstacle detected.
交通锥通常会干扰到传感器 Cones usually work by blocking the sensors.
信号中断后 系统才会关闭 The signal" s interrupted, and the system"s shut down.
他的胳膊都肿了 但这样子你也没法给他做检查 His arm is swollen, but I" m not sure how you" re gonna examine him.
以前开车上路 得担心青少年驾驶 I used to have to worry about teenagers driving.
现在还得担心无人驾驶 Now we have to worry about nobody driving?
车里配备防撞系统 It has collision avoidance systems.
-车里没有司机 -我能帮到忙吗 There is no driver. - Hey, can I help?
听着 只要能让这个罗格车停下 做什么都可以 Look, you get this RoGo to stop, and you can do whatever you want.
-里面情况如何 -他要心肺衰竭了 Talk to us! He" s about to code.
亚当斯正在给他输液 Adams is bolusing him with fluids.
病人腹部僵硬或紧绷吗 Is his abdomen rigid, distended?
对 Uh. Y- Yes.
好了 低血压 僵硬紧绷 Okay, low BP, distended, rigid.
-他在内出血 -是的 - He"s bleeding internally. - Yeah.
好 他需要做紧急开腹探查 Okay he needs an emergency ex lap.
你得找把手术刀 然后 You"re gonna have to find a scalpel and- -
该死 你下刀有多快 Oh, damn it. How fast can you cut?
因为你只有3秒的时间 否则就会迎来 Because it appears that you have about 30 seconds between- -
下一次撞击 That!
-您在让我们给他开刀吗 -是的 You- You want us to open him? Yes.
-在这里吗 -对 - In here? Yes!
-然后怎么办 -给我们争取点时间 - And then what? - You"re gonna buy us some time,
好送他去手术室救命 so we can get him to the OR and save his life.
好的 Okay.
好吧 AlI right.
貌似是从被感染的心脏瓣膜上 It"s likely a vegetation that showered off
脱落下来的赘生物 from the infected heart valve.
所以 我们做个血管造影定位阻塞区域 So, we” ll do an angio and locate the occlusion.
然后取出血块 恢复血液流动 We"ll fish out the clot and reestablish blood flow.
当然 血栓有破裂的风险 Obviously, there" s a risk that the clot could break into pieces,
但我们会尽其所能 避免最坏情况 but we" ll do everything in our power so that that won" t happen.
我们时间不多了 You don" t have a lot of time.
欧文 温斯顿需要你的同意 Owen, Winston needs your consent.
亨特 Hunt.
我已经做过几百次的栓塞切除 I”ve done hundreds of embolectomies.
你要是对我有疑虑 我能理解 And if you don" t trust me right now, I get it
但请你相信你妻子 So trust your wife.
是她让我当心脏科主任的 She"s the one who made me chief of cardio.
做手术吧 Do the procedure. snt M D. JA. CS
先生 不要 Sir! Oh, no.
请你 请你保持手臂尽量不动 I need you to keep your arm- keep your arm as still as possible.
请你 请你保持手臂尽量不动 I need you to keep your arm- - keep your arm as still as possible.
请你 请你保持手臂尽量不动 I need you to keep your arm keep your arm as stjill as possible.
你很可能是骨折了 It"s most likely fractured.
这种车不是都有手控功能吗 These cars were supposed to have an override function,
应该有个按钮可以控制 like a button you push.
是的 但韦恩好像出故障了 Yeah, uh- huh. Wayne seems to be malfunctioning.
我之前从不需要手控的 韦恩总是很听话 I"ve honestly never had to use it. Wayne has always stopped when I need him to.
-他今天一定是出状况了 -传感器断线 He must be going through something today. Sensors offline.
你们找到纱布或心脏起搏器了吗 Okay, did you find any towels or ABD Pads?
-有 整整一盒 -很好 Yes, a whole box. - Okay, good.
首先找到剑突 You"re gonna need to identify the xiphoid process
然后在腹部做一个切囗 and then make an abdominal incision.
你们一人操刀 另一人要密切管理好 And whoever cuts, the other one has to alternate
他的液体状况和呼吸功能 between bolusing fluids and bagging.
-韦恩 -注意 撞击来了 Wayne! - Okay, impact.
在真正的创伤剖腹探查中 In a true trauma ex lap,
只要快速切开三下就能进入腹部 you should be able to get into the abdomen with three quick cuts,
但对于你们来说 可能要花更久 but it" s going to take you longer.
因为我们不在手术室 Because we" re not in an OR?
因为你们是实习生 Because you" re an intern.
嗯 对 Uh, uh, right.
对 当然 好的 我准备好了 Um, of course. Uh, yeah. Okay, I" m ready.
-等等 我觉得不该这么做 -他都快死了 Wait. I don"t think we should do this. - He"s dying.
准备迎接撞击 Okay, brace for impact.
拜托 卢卡斯 这里没有合适的工具和照明 Lucas, please. We don" t have the right tools, light.
没有血存 想想萨姆 想想昨晚发生的事 We don"t have blood. Think about Sam. Think about what happened last night.
-要是我们没开刀 也许他还活着 -我不能什么都不做 - If we hadn"t opened him, could he be alive? - I can"t do nothing!
我不能因为你 再让一个病人死我手上 I can"t have another death on my hands because of you!
不不不 别啊 No, no, no. Come on.
我们教会人工智能模拟人类的决策 We designed the AI tech to simulate human decision- making.
但显然忽视了电车困境的道德问题 Um, but of course there" s the whole ethical issue of the trolley problem.
应该是汽车困境才对吧 It looks more like a car problem.
不“电车困境”是一种道德理论 No, the- the trolley problem.
电车会为了一个行人紧急停车 Does the, uh, trolley stop to save one pedestrian,
把全车乘客的置于危险境地吗 thereby risking the passengers inside?
还是会优先考虑乘客 Or does it prioritize the passengers
撞死那个行人呢 and kill the pedestrian? You know?
贝利医生 格蕾医生 他陷入出血性休克 Dr. Bailey, Dr. Grey? He"s in hemorrhagic shock.
我们可以不开刀 用输液帮他争取时间吗 Can we keep buying him time with fluids without cutting?
并在他心肺衰竭时 启动心肺复苏 If he codes, we" ll start CPR.
只有你俩能回答这个问题 只有你们看得见病人情况 Okay, only you two can answer that. You have eyes on the patient.
他在流血 要想止血 只能开刀 Well, he”s bleeding out. We have to open him to try and stop it.
撞击 Impact!
卢卡斯 Lucas.
-如果开刀 现在就下手 -卢卡斯 If you"re gonna cut, do it now. - Lucas.
不 No.
检测到障碍 Obstacle detected.
你会看到很多血 You"re going to encounter a lot of blood.
不要惊慌 用纱布控制好 Don"t panic. Just keep packing.
-注意了 -好的 撞击 Everyone, heads upl- Okay, impactl
他的血压触底了低 灌注不足 我马上开始按压 His BP” s bottoming out. He"s- - He"s not perfusing. I" m starting compressions.
不要对小肠施压太多 或许会伤害到 Don"t put too much pressure on the small bowel. You can injure- -
要是流血而亡了 小肠完好也没用 It doesn"t matter if he"s bled out before then.
出血点在肝脏 光是按住无法止血 Uh, bleeding"s coming from the liver, but holding pressure isn"t helping.
好吧 那就做肝门阻断 Okay, then do a Pringle maneuver.
-你做过吗 -没 你呢 - You ever done one? - No. Have you?
他们会做肝门阻断吗 Do they know how to do a Pringle maneuver?
好吧 钳住肝十二指肠韧带 Okay. Clamp the hepatoduodenal ligament.
就是从十二指肠到肝脏的那一条 It runs from the duodenum to the liver.
-我们没有血管钳 -两根手指也可以 We have no clamps. - Uh, two fingers can do it.
-好吧 我 -我来 换一下 AlI right. Just...- I got it. Take over.
好吧 Okay.
门静脉 肝动脉 胆总管 Portal vein, hepatic artery, common bile duct.
我好像找到了 怎么确定我找得对不对 I think I" m there. How do I know if I" m there?
捏住后血压应该会慢慢上升 Well, once you apply pressure, the BP should slowly start to rise.
-就是这根 -撞击又来了 -不 There it is. Okay. Impactl No.
不 关掉引擎 No! Turn the engine off.
收缩压保持在90 Systolic"s holding in the 90s.
你还好吗 You doin" okay?
-传感器在轮胎上 -我昨晚赢下了福克斯奖 ...sensors in the tires. - I won a Fox Award last night,
今天却在一个停车场教实习生做开腹探查 and today, I" m in the damn parking lot teaching interns how to do an ex lap.
我的开腹探查就是你教的 Well, as someone who Iearned how to do an ex lap from you,
你宝刀不老啊 you"re very good at it.
等等 他在做什么 Wait What is What is he doing?
胎压过低 Low tire pressure.
胎压过低 Hey! Low tire pressure.
-传感器终于正常了 -这都可以 The sensors work! - That worked?
谁推个轮床过来 快点快点 Somebody get a gurney over here. Right here. Come on.
我们把你们接出来 Okay, we" re gonna get you out of there.
-你说点什么 -什么 Say something. - What?
S Anything. Because I" m obsessing over every possible complication, 说什么都行 我一直在想各种可能的后果
S So please just say something so I stop visualizing Teddy having a stroke, 求你说点什么 把泰迪中风的画面从我脑子里赶出去
你想到什么就说什么 whatever"s in your head.
泰迪的口腔感染导致心脏严重受损 An infection in Teddy" s mouth led to severe damage to her heart.
两个相隔甚远的人体部位 Two parts of the body completely separate from one another.
你让我脱口而出的好吧 对不起 You told me to say whatever"s in my- - I" m sorry.
由此我认为 也许梅瑞狄斯不是疯了 I- - It was making me think that maybe Meredith isn" t insane
你的话并没有让我感觉好一点 This is not making me feel better.
梅瑞狄斯提出假设 阿茨海默症并不单纯与 Meredith is hypothesizing that Alzheimer" s might not be singularly connected
大脑中斑块的形成有关 to plaque formation in the brain.
如果它根本不是由大脑中的病变引起的呢 What if it" s not caused by anything°ih the brain at all?
-那是什么引起的呢 -我不知道 - So what"s it caused by then? - Well, i don' t know.
那个可以跟我探讨这些的人 已经不在了 And the person I want to talk to about it is not here anymore.
别再想奶昔的事了 欧文 Let go of the smoothie, Owen.
我上次见德里克时 说了好多气话 I said awful and frustrating things to Derek the last time I saw him,
我一直在为此深深懊悔 and I agonized over it constantly
直到有人把我劝了出来 until someone convinced me to stop.
好吧 Yeah.
这里 血栓阻塞了右股总动脉 There. The clot"s causing a cutoff at the right common femoral artery.
-这个吗 -好大一坨 Is it? It"s huge.
太大了 无法通过血管取出 It"s too big. I can"t get it in there vascularly.
太冒险了 我们需要做动脉切开术 It"s too risky. We need to do an arteriotomy.
我要切开她的腿 安田 取出导管 I" m opening up her leg. Yasuda, take the catheter out.
不要死 不要死 千万不要死 Please don" t die. Please don" t die. Please don" t die.
-安田 -您刚才说什么来着 Yasuda. - Can- - Can you repeat what you said?
不 施密特 取出导管 按住这里 No. Schmitt, take out the catheter and hold pressure here.
-安田 下去 脱掉手术服走吧 -去哪里 Yasuda, step back, take the vest off and go. Where?
我一进入动脉 需要马上插入福格蒂取栓导管 施密特 Once I get into the artery, I" II need a Fogarty catheter, Schmitt.
安田 Yasuda.
我动作会很快 因为一点点迟疑就会造成可怕后果 I" m gonna do this fast. If I don" t, there won"t be a happy outcome.
所以 如果你跟病人的私交让你无法集中精力 So, if you" re feeling distracted by personal feelings about this patient,
你也需要离开 I need you gone too.
-我可以的 -手术刀 - I" m good. Scalpel.
好吧 格里菲斯 进入手术室后 Okay. Griffith, as soon as we get in there,
他们会放置血管夹 你就可以松手了 they will place a vascular clamp, and you can let go.
配型配血 启动大规模输血程序 Type and cross for blood and activate MTP.
病人有可能面临严重的肝损伤 We"re probably looking at a high- grade liver injury.
我们需要一个混合手术室来做血管栓塞 So we" ll need a hybrid room for possible angioembolization.
嘿 你要刷手吗 Hey, you scrubbing in?
-我要刷手了 -啊 - I am scrubbing in. - Ah!
好吧 Okay.
我真的不懂发生了什么 I really don" t understand what happened.
韦恩没通过测试 Wayne failed the test.
但算法之前都没问题 But the algorithms were working.
你的手臂骨折了 Well, your arm is fractured into pieces,
手术后还要恢复个好几周 and it"ll be weeks of recovery after surgery.
另外 贵公司知道医院每天要接收 Also, does your company know how many car accident victims
多少车祸受害者吗 pass through the hospital every day?
这其实是我们研究的一部分 数字令人沮丧 Actually, it"s part of our research. Very depressing.
随着自动驾驶汽车的出现 这个数字将显著增加 Well, that number will significantly increase with self- driving cars.
-受伤和死亡人数也会更多 -也许恰恰相反 More people will be injured, if not dead. - Or the opposite.
自动化带来的不仅是客户满意度和效率的提高 Automation doesn"t just bring improved customer satisfaction and efficiency.
也会提升公众安全 多少车祸的原因是司机疲劳驾驶 It"s about safety. How many drivers get in accidents because they re tired,
注意力不集中 或是路怒症 distracted, angry at someone who just cut them off?
人是有感情的 开车最忌讳感情用事 Humans have feelings and feelings don"t belong behind the wheel.
这只会导致决策失误 错误和痛苦 I- It only leads to bad decision- making, errors and pain.
不 它会教会别人同情和同理心 No, it leads to compassion and connection.
现在已经没人关心这些了 Nobody cares about those things anymore.
救死扶伤的人就关心 They do if they save lives.
你觉得你拯救的生命比手术机器人多吗 Do you think you ve saved more lives than surgical robots?
-手术室准备好了 -谁能去看下韦恩吗 OR"s prepped and ready. - Could someone check on Wayne?
谁也没告诉我会把他拖到哪儿去 Because no one has told me where they" re towing him.
关 去找找他 Kwan, track him down.
什么“他”那是一辆汽车 It"s not a"him. It"s a car.
它是一辆汽车 It"s a car.
谢谢你 Thank you.
劳埃德医生到放射科 Dr. Lloyd to Radiology.
我帮你更新好了其他病人的病程记录 Um, I finished the rest of your patient"s progress notes.
-谢谢你 米林 -我也把自己名字从玛克辛的医生名单上删掉了 Oh. Thank you, Millin. I also removed my name from Maxine"s chart as her doctor.
那种做法极不专业 It was completely unprofessional
这种判断失误不会再发生了 and I used bad judgment. It won"t happen again.
你还有其他需要吗 Is there something else you needed?
我想问问 您是否考虑 I was wondering if you had reconsidered
能在马什医生面前替我美言几句 putting in a good word for me with Dr. Marsh.
不考虑 我是说 你这是在承担责任 No. I mean, you"re taking accountability.
此事不易 我比你更清楚 That"s not an easy thing. I know that more than you know.
问责制能让你在犯错后继续前进 Accountability is what will allow you to move forward after the mistake.
也能保佑你今后不再犯相同的错误 Ideally, you" II never make the same mistake again
因为如果再犯错 你的事业也许就不保了 because if you do, your career might not survive it.
在关和亚当斯做过那些事之后 After what Kwan and Adams did,
我可能连事业都没有了 I might not have a career.
你知道问责的下一环是什么吗 You know what goes hand in hand with accountability, don"t you?
原谅 Forgiveness.
您跟把这话告诉马什医生吗 Could you maybe tell that to Dr. Marsh?
韦伯医生 她准备好了 Dr. Webber, she"s ready.
玛克辛准备拔管了 Maxine"s ready to be extubated.
好 我就待在外面 Oh, I- I- I will- I will stay out here.
好吧 Okay.
泰迪进介入室了 股动脉血栓 Teddy" s in IR. Clot in the femoral.
我相信恩杜古的医术 Well, I trust Ndugu.
马什在头疼怎么处理这些实习生 Marsh doesn"t know what he wants to do with these interns.
感同身受 这份工作就像养孩子 Been there. That job is like parenting,
只不过你死后 实习生不会帮你料理后事 but interns won"t take care of your things when you die.
抱歉 你觉得自己当时的表现比他们好吗 Oh, I m sorry, you think your class wasn"t as bad as this one?
你们把病人人工心脏的电线剪了 还记得吗 You all cut an LVAD wire and that"s just one example.
-弄砸了临床试验 -那我现在呢 You sabotaged clinical trials. And look at me now.
记住一路走来的路 Remember how you got there.
嘿 我主刀 你辅佐 Hey! I" m lead, you"re assisting.
病人已经准备好了 大规模输血方案启动 The patient" s prepped and ready. Massive transfusion protocol activated.
-止血钳放好后 需要我们离开吗 -不用 After you place the clamp, you want us to leave? - No.
-马什医生说我们 -别管马什了 - Dr. Marsh said we weren" t to Forget about Marsh
不在这看着 你们怎么能学会呢 How are you supposed to learn to do better if you" re not in the room, right?
格蕾 你又不是我们医院的 Grey, you don"t work here.
亚当斯 去刷手 Adams, go scrub.
还是喜欢跟我杠 Still giving me trouble.
让我进去 Let me get in here.
好的 捏住了 很好 Okay. Hold that there. Good.
给我止血钳 AlI right, let"s get a clamp.
听我口令 格里菲斯 AlI right, on my count, Griffith
这里 Here.
二 三 Two. And three.
二 三 Two And three.
好了 Got it.
真相缠绕在我的脖子上 ♪ When the truth is wrapped Around my neck ♪
这是出了什么事 ♪What happens now ♪
取栓导管 Fogarty catheter.
会发生什么 ♪ What happens then ♪
我们时间不多了 这条腿需要再灌注 We don" t have much time. We have to reperfuse this leg.
球囊充气 Deploy the balloon.
这是个残酷的因果游戏 ♪ It”s a cruel game Of cause and effect ♪
残酷的游戏啊 ♪Such a cruel game ♪
但一切还没有结束 ♪But it"s not over yet♪
找到了 你说对的 肝脏撕裂 Ah! There. You were right. Liver lac.
格里菲斯 抽吸 Griffith, suction.
我们需要做初级血管修复 We need to try to do a primary vascular repair.
不能停止 一旦开始就停不下来 ♪No stopping it, stopping it Once it starts ♪
你还好吗 Are you okay?
-美嘉 -我觉得我坐不下去了 Mika? - I- - I don"t think I can sit.
它让我兴奋 让我低落 ♪ It gets me high Yeah, it gets me low ♪
我的大脑和心脏起了争执 ♪ It"s a war Between my head and my heart ♪
这是一场战争 ♪ It"s a war ♪
是我大脑和心脏之间的战争 ♪ Between my head And my heart ♪
这是一场战争 ♪ It"s a war ♪
是我大脑和心脏之间的战争 ♪`Between my head And my heart ♪
安田 阿特曼医生她 Yasuda. Is- Is Doctor Altman- - Is- Is she- -
你当时去哪儿了 Where were you?
-你没事吧 -我没事吗 - Are you okay? - Am I okay?
不 不 我有事 No. No, I"m not okay.
你去哪儿了 Where have you been?
你是山姆的医生之一 You were one of Sam" s doctors.
你一直在提醒我这一点 结果你自己不在 You constantly reminded me of it, and you weren"t there.
-安田 我 -不 Yasuda, I" m- - - No!
你去哪儿了 我真的想知道 Where were you? I- I genuinely want to know.
我必须要知道 I need to know.
他的血还在我鞋上 His blood is still on my shoes.
我的手 昨晚是我的手在保持阿特曼医生的心跳 And my hands- - my hands kept Dr. Altman"s heart beating last night.
我现在都不知道她是不是还活着 And I don"t even know if she"s alive right now
因为恩杜古把我从介入放射科赶出来了 because Ndugu kicked me out of the IR suite.
我 我集中不了精力 I- - I can"t focus.
我无法思考 我还可能被开除 I- - I can"t think, and I also might be fired.
被这个唯一愿意雇我做外科医生的地方开除 From the only place that would hire me as a surgeon.
我们是实习医生 We are interns.
我们找人的时候 你们应该要在的 但我们拼命找了 You were supposed to be there when we called, but we- we called and we paged,
我们多希望能有人打开门进来 and we hoped that someone would come through those doors
可是直到一切都来不及 才有人出现 and no one did until it was too late.
一直有人在问我 接下来怎么办 People keep asking me what"s next.
我还以为至少能给我24小时来消化一下呢 I thought I" d at least get 24 hours of taking it all in.
不如接下来几天我的手术你帮我消化了吧 Well, how about taking over my surgical cases for the next few days?
你没事吧 Uh. Everything okay?
昨天在飞机上 你打掉了我手里的一杯酒 You knocked a drink out of my hand, yesterday on the plane.
昨晚在颁奖结束之后 我又点了一杯 And then last night I ordered one after the awards.
我没喝 I didn"t drink it.
差点就喝了 而且我就一直在想着这件事 I almost did. And it" s been in my mind ever since it happened, and
我现在不放心自己进手术室 I don"t trust myself in the OR right now.
可能永远都放不下这个心了 I"m not sure I ever will.
你会的 Oh, you will.
你之前就经历过 你知道要怎么回去 And you" ve been here before, and you know how to get back.
重新开始是很难没错 And starting over can be hard
但这能让你想起 你为什么要坚持到现在 ...but it"ll remind you why you have made it this far.
不用担心你的手术 And don"t worry about your surgeries.
谢谢你 贝利 Thanks, Bailey.
我成功清除了血栓 恢复了她腿部的血液循环 I successfully removed the clot and restored circulation to her leg.
所以我们现在会继续给她用肝素 并且密切监控 So we" Il keep her on heparin for now, and then we"II monitor her closely.
谢谢你 真的 谢谢你 Thank you, really. Thank you.
-我去给你买点咖啡 -好 - I"|Igo get you some coffee. Okay.
血管和凝血检查交给我了 你可以回家了 AlI right, I" ve got the cue on vascular checks and the coags, so you can go home.
但我是这个病例的负责住院医生 而且这是阿特曼医生 Oh, but I" m the resident on the case, and it" s Dr. Altman.
而且你也熬了一个通宵了 你该回去休息一下 And you" ve been up all night, so go home and get some rest.
你会去休息吗 Are you going to?
趁我还没改主意赶紧回去 施密特 Go home before I change my mind, Schmitt.
泰迪怎么样了 How"s Teddy?
她还没醒 Uh, she still hasn" t woken up yet.
你生气了吗 You"re mad?
没有 No.
你这就是在说谎了 而且你生气了 Now you" re lying, and you" re mad.
听着 我告诉他们待在教室里 好吗 Look, I told them not to move, okay?
我说过他们不能碰病人 不能行医 I said they couldn"t touch patients or practice medicine,
但他们没听我的话 又搞砸了 but instead of listening to me, they screwed up again.
这不一样啊 And this was different.
是 没错 这次他们甚至做了开腹探查 Yeah, right, this time, they actually performed an ex lap.
对啊 因为患者要死了 Right, because the patient was dying.
而且我就在旁边指导他们 And I was right there guiding them through it.
是 梅瑞狄斯 你不明白 Yeah, Meredith, you don" t get it.
如果他们一次又一次地搞砸 If they keep screwing up over and over and over again,
那我就不能搬去波士顿 I can"t move to Boston.
什么 What?
如果项目要黄 If the program" s falling apart,
那我的良心就让我没法走好吗 I can"t leave in good conscience. Okay?
就算是为了跟你在一起 我也做不到 Even if it is to be with you, I can" t do it.
你是最讨厌波士顿的了 You hate Boston.
是 我懂 但总得给个第二次机会 Yes, I do. But, you know, second chances.
我都不知道我还能不能在波士顿工作 Well, I don"t even know if I still have a job in Boston.
只要你不提你的研究就行 Well, you do if you shut up about your research.
听着 你会想到办法的 你总有办法的 Look, hey, you"II find a way. You always do.
你刚教两个实习医生 在撞坏的救护车里做了开腹探查 You just talked two interns through an ex lap inside of a crushed ambulance.
-你会找到办法的 -那是有人帮我 - You"ll find a way. - I had help.
怎么了 - What"s happening?
我有个主意 - I have an idea. Oh.
行 Okay.
韦伯医生给玛克辛拔了管 Dr. Webber extubated Maxine.
她现在很饿 在说话 而且很生气 She is hungry, talking and annoyed.
今晚你要来我家吗 You wanna come over tonight?
我都说我恨你了 I said I hated you.
我也说过我爱你 但我都说我恨你了 I mean, I also said that I love you, but I said that I hated you.
所以呢 So what?
这二者相互抵消了吗 One cancels the other out?
我的意思是 当时我显然是在说胡话 What I" m saying is that I clearly wasn"t making sense.
因为玛克辛的事 我情绪崩溃了 I was an emotional mess because of Maxine
而且脆弱会导致极端情绪的出现 and vulnerability leads to emotional extremes.
我对很多人都说了这两句话 And I say both of those things to a lot of people.
你是说现在吗 Like, as in now?
我不是一夫一妻制的拥趸 I don"t subscribe to mononormativity.
而且我 我不能一直保持在 And also I- - I can"t be walking around
担心让自己爱的人失望的状态里 worrying about disappointing the one person I" m supposed to love.
如果误导你了 那我很抱歉 I" m sorry if I gave you the wrong idea.
不 No.
这样 这样我也松了一口气 It" s- - It"s a relief.
我就是想跟你说这件事 我也觉得这样更好 You know, that"s what I wanted to talk to you about. I agree. It"s better.
这样就不会尴尬了 You know, so things won"t be weird.
行 Well.
那挺好 Great.
挺好 Great- Mmm.
你们到底看不看短信 Do you or do you not check your texts?
马什在回实验室的路上了 Marsh"s on his way back to the lab.
贝利要我们一小时后去查看一下患者的检验结果 Hey, uh, Bailey wants us to check on the patient"s labs in an hour.
我这辈子就一个愿望 I"ve wanted one thing my entire life.
就是这个 This.
成为外科医生 To be a surgeon.
现在我可能会失去一切 And I could lose everything.
又一次失去我所为之努力的一切 因为 All I"ve worked for- - once again- - because...
你说吧 西蒙妮 Say it, Simone.
因为我 Because of me.
你昨晚为什么答应帮我 Why did you agree to help me last night?
你可以拒绝的 You could" ve said no.
你可以跑出去找主治医生 You could” ve run out of the room and grabbed an attending,
但你却拿起了手套 but instead you grabbed a pair of gloves.
因为我拒绝不了你 卢卡斯 Because I can"t say no to you, Lucas.
我们没用两分钟就弄死了一个人 We killed a man in less than two minutes.
一个优秀的外科医生应该承担失败 他们会道歉 Good surgeons own their failures. They apologize.
你为什么不行 你为什么不能 Why can"t you? Why cant you...
承认我们所做的是错的呢 admit that what we did was wrong?
因为我们没错 Because it wasn"t.
我不会为此道歉的 西蒙妮 I won"t apologize for it, Simone.
我是绝对不会为努力而道歉的 I- - I won"t ever apologize for trying.
我不带着后悔而活 I don"t live with regrets.
看来这就是你我不一样的地方了 I guess that"s where you and I are different.
你后悔我们的事情吗 Do you regret us?
不 我只是 No, I just-
你和我 昨晚 You and me last night- -
一切都发生得太快了 我需要一点时间 Everythings happened so fast, and I think I need a minute.
行 Yeah.
你会对山姆的事情感到内疚吗 Do you feel guilty about Sam?
我感觉很遗憾 山姆是我们的病人 I feel badly about him. Sam was our patient.
我知道我在面对他的时候 I know that I could"ve been a better version of myself
有时是可以表现更好一点的 但 around him, at moments, but- -
但 But
我们不在场 we weren"t there.
我们不在场 We weren" t.
但山姆的死不是因为我们做了或者没做什么 But Sam didn" t die because of something we did or didn"t do.
他是得了非常严重的并发症 He had a terrible complication
就算是一些最厉害的心胸外科医生都救不回来的 that some of the most talented cardiothoracic surgeons can"t fix.
我就感觉 It just feels
在别人再没没机会开心时 自己这么开心好像不太对 so wrong to be this happy when other people will never get that chance again.
我 我为什么能得到这一切 Why- - Why do I deserve all this?
能得到你 Deserve you?
我就 It"s just- -
你已经经历了足够多艰辛了 You have had a lifetime of hard.
每次我看到你经历一些不好的事情 都会让我很伤心 And every time I" ve seen you go through something awful, it broke my heart.
因为你是最勇猛 Because you are the fiercest,
最善良 kindest.
最聪明 也最忠诚的人 你 - smartest, most loyal person. You"re- -
我们不在彼此人生里的那些年 真的很黑暗 Those years when we weren"t in each other" s lives, those were dark years.
而且我每一天都在想着你 And I thought of you every single day.
无论我们是分开还是在一起 都经历了太多了 So we"ve been through too much, together and apart.
你值得 You deserve this.
我们也值得 We deserve this.
如果我们分手了呢 And what if we don" t work out?
我们不会的 Uh, we”re gonna work out.
我已经浪费了20年在等待上了 I just wasted 20 years of my life not acting on it.
有些人把生命投入在实现梦想上 Some people spend their lives trying to make a dream come true.
时间 ♪Ooh, time is ♪
在现实世界里 On the outside, um
永远都在流逝 ♪`Always on the run ♪
我没有破戒 ...I didn"t break my sobriety.
但我感觉我破了 But it feels like I did.
所以我来请求你们帮助我 重新开始 So I" m here to ask for your help with a reset.
今晚 Tonight
是我第一天戒酒 I"m one day sober.
我们设立目标 制定计划 去实现它 We set a goal and make a plan on how to achieve it.
凯瑟琳 我会重新继续私下进行研究的 Catherine. I"II focus the research back on the black.
你说什么 Excuse me?
你给了我一个机会来改变 You gave me an opportunity to make a difference,
那我就要做出改变 and that is what I will do.
我会去做有资金支持的那一部分 I will stick with what"s being funded.
你赢了 You win.
这对一些人来说 是有用的 It works for some people.
我总是赢的 I always do.
但对其他人来说 就没这么容易了 But for others, it"s not so easy.
-嗨 -嗨 Hey. Hi.
我收到你的短信了 Well, I got your text.
你有什么神秘的忙要我帮 What is this mysterious favor?
我的研究 My research.
我手里有 有论文 有计划书 I have, uh- I have papers, I have proposals.
我有和全国各地神经科学家通话的记录 I have notes from phone calls with neuroscientists from around the country.
我的进展比之前告诉你的 要多一点 I" ve gotten a little further than I" d led you to believe.
那你要我干什么 And what do you want from me?
我需要你帮我一起做下去 I need you to help me keep it going.
但不能告诉其他人 But nobody can know.
你越努力追逐梦想 As hard as you work toward the dream,
就越会感觉全世界都在与你作对 it can feel like the whole world has plotted against you.
我们只往一个方向前进 ♪We only go in One direction ♪
在你离它越来越远的时候 As you get further away from it,
你会抓住任何渺茫的希望 you cling to any sign of hope.
嗨 泰迪 Hey. Teddy.
紧紧抱住我 ♪Hold me steady ♪
出 What, um
出什么事了 What happened?
紧紧抱住我 ♪Hold me steady ♪
花的时间越长 付出的代价越大 And the longer it takes and the more it costs you
-嗨 -嗨 Hey. Hi.
你就会开始考虑 是否应该要放弃 you start to consider whether you should give up.
-你们都可以继续在这里工作 -谢天谢地 You all still work here. Oh, thank God.
但我不一样了 我要走了 但这不是因为你们 Uh, but I no longer do. I" m leaving, but it"s not because of you.
我 虽然早上我说了那些话 I, uh- - Despite what I said this morning,
但我还是相信你们的 永远都会相信你们 I- I still believe in you. I always will.
我也不担心你们 因为我把你们交给了很有能力的人 And I" m not worried because I" m leaving you in very capable hands.
-谁 -你是该找一个新的梦想 Who? Do you find a new dream?
还是坚持那个最初让你启程的梦想 Or do you stick to the one that started you on this journey in the first place?
我有五条规矩 I have five rules.